Nov 2, 2015

Hello home!



After 7 good years of not meeting them--for various reasons, finally last sunday I met my high school sweethearts <3 They are not changing and change a lot. They are changing towards better things, of course. Saya selalu merasa cara pikir saya berbeda banget sama apa yang ada di sekitar saya. My current cliques, have a TOTAL different way of thinking, which I really appreciate, yet, I feel kind of lost. Have you ever feel like a tourist in a new country? You feel excited, happy, but you can't call it home. Yesterday, I found my home back. You know, the feeling of smell your smelly pillow for the first time after several years trip (?) that kind of feel. I was so nervous that they might change. That I will feel alienated. Well, many things changes, but it's home. my comfort zone. I feel so grateful that last Sunday I choose to kick myself to go and meet them.

They are changing towards better things. I was quite surprised that quite a number of them are pursuing their dreams. like, really chasing. There is one guy who let his bachelor degree in finance to be a chef. Man! I was so touched to know that I am not alone. I thought I was the only one! There is also this guy, who is really enjoy his time in agency. The way he work lively, really boost my spirit , too! I know that he works so hard, to reach that end in mind, and I believe that the world will conspire somehow to get him that. We all have different kind of dreams,


The way they talk, their point of view towards things, Well, for short, I have found my home back.

I found myself change as well. I am now MUCH less loud than what I used to be. 'you were the loudest back then' well, I just don't find LOUD relates me well now. 

I regret those 7 years when I did not make any effort to reconnect with them :( I will treasure what I have now for sure.

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