May 4, 2017

Girl I love


This illustration is dedicated to my best friend! If I have to put a urgent contact aside from family, she will come to my mind first! She is the kindest girl who happens to also a highway-long of patience, besides her undoubtedly skill in communicating with people. She is the kind of girl that you will want to tell all your story to. I believe that I am not the only person who claim her as my best friend. She is that good. However, I always late in greet birthday to her. that has kind of be a habit, though. Now, I have been successful in memorizing 4 people's birthday (Mom, Dad, Koko, and me). I am working on that skill!


Jan 7, 2017

Full Speed!

I made this illustration for a friend who owns a Juice Bar and happened to celebrate her birthday!


Jan 6, 2017

New Year!


New year! The maturer (i really don't like to use the word older) I get, the clearer I know that there is nothing such as new year, new start, new beginning. Meh, none. However, i still love and dislike new year's eve! I love it because it means holiday! I got to spend more time with my family. I dislike it simply because holiday means my supplier, clients are on holiday too! i can't work :(




Well! I am well! This illustration should capture my feelings now. 


I was born Christian, and I was raised in Christian since I could remember. However, I also go to college and work in market place. So, I kinda know how this world is. My Christian seed is balancing myself with whatever happens around me. I personally think this is good, bcs now I can call myself a rationalized Christian. Which sometimes it hurts my mind. Lucky me, i have tons of lovely people around me to set up things that I somehow made not straight :p

So, I had a thing happen around 6 years ago. I honestly think what happen to me WAS NOT IS NOT AND WILL NOT ever be fair. I was secretly living with that 'hatred' for 6 years! As a Christian, this is fatal. However, I keep telling myself: let go, just like Jesus said. I am trying so hard to let it go. It gone for a while, but it keep coming back. I thought, i will keep living like that for the rest of my life, keeping that rotten egg .

..until last month. I saw a very news that my great friend told me. That rotten egg is finally gone. Like karma, that unfair person, get exactly what I got on the last 6 years ago, well, not exactly, double the pain, i should say. I know i should not be happy. I know. but I am so damn happy. If I meet that person before this karma happen, I will not know how to react. I am sure that I will 99% turn around and go the opposite direction. Now, I 100% sure that I could be normal and greet them well. 

I am not trying to say anything in here, to deliver some great points. No, no. A confession, perhaps.
I have been doing my service in the church, sunday school to be precise, for 8 years now. I tell my kids to not hate peoples, to forgive others as what Jesus do. On the other hand, deep inside, in a very secret room in my heart I do the opposite. If those kids know, I shall be labeled hypocrite. Should i feel guilty. Yes I should. But hey, I feel the other way around. I realized how bad I am, not being 100% when i serve, yet He still love me 100%.

I am a bad person, but for sure, God love this bad person so so so much.  


Dance Performed